Why?

Sometimes I think, should I talk to her? Should I say "hi"? Nono.....I resist myself from doing that. It always ends up that way. I just don't even dare to walk up towards here or even near her, fearing that a misunderstanding will happen. It has been long since I admired her and everytime she passes me, the first thing that comes to my mind is......" She's adorable". But then, I refuse myself from talking to her or even walking near her. Why does life have to end up like this? What is God trying to proof? What am I to even dare walk near her?.......Those answers are still left to be answered........